Fox News...you guys are cunts

Yea I said it...these mother fuckas piss me off. Now I already made a post tonite but I just can't believe these people are allowed to say what they say on television and have the nerve call it news...smh...i guess there's no difference between what they're doing and the continued existence of the KKK. Like I can't just sit here and let them stereotype and ridicule Black people. You can prolly care less but I cannot stand for it. Some of you might say "Oh well, they only stereotype off of what they see" yada yada but damn, even if we are doing something right we get shitted on. Why?...Ion even have to tell you. You already know.

...Take Michelle and Barak Obama. Two amzaing people that I consider role models...especially Michelle I luv her. Like Katt Williams sed...you know a real Black woman if she stands by her man and looks like she smells like Motions Hair Care products lol. Anywayz, I hate how Fox disrespected her and reduced her to "Obama's baby mama". Like wtf? That's his mother fuckin' wife! And then recently callin their little fist bump they did at the end of Barak's nomination speech a 'terrorist fist jab'. AND AGAIN wen some lady on Fox News jokes about killing Obama. Then they go on air like little pussy ass bitches and apologize for what they said. Ya'll meant the shit don't take it back now!? OOOOOO shit like this fires me up. And so does clips like these:



They aaallllwayssss have slip-ups like this and just get away with it! Its unreal...really. And I mean we're not the only targets. They also disrespect Asians...just all minorities in general. So thats why the Jerk-off of the Month Award goes to Fox News...because they are basically the mainstream KKK dressed up in suits and ties.

.......You know what....Lets even throw in Condelezza Rice (..and beans) there too because being Black and being Republican is just an oxymoron to me....I just don't understand it. I'm glad Colon Powell was smart and left President Bush and his nonsense ASAP....I bet he knew alot of sketchy shit was goin on. Not Condi...nope. She stayed and entertained it.....damn sell out...smh wat a waste.

...Clap for yourself...This is long overdue

This is dedicated to You...watch And enjoy...Yes I'm talkin about you..All of you dudes who tried their tricks...take a hint

Step 1. Acknowledgement (check)

"Take a Bow" by Rihanna

Mr. Carter

"Blind eyes can look at me and see the truth
I wonder if Stevie do?
But I’ma leave it to God
Not to me or you.
Cuz I am a murderer
Cuz I got summer hatin on me
Cuz I’m hotter than the sun
Got Spring hatin on me
Cuz I never sprung
Winter Hatin on me
Cuz I’m colder than y’all
But I will never I will never I will never fall.
I’m being hated by the season
So f**k y’all hatin for no reason."

This is only a few lines in his crazy lyrics off his new album....I swear Weezy is a genius. I'm not really a rap person but Weezy is of the few rappers that I will actually sit down and listen to. Like the joint "Misunderstood", which is prolly playing on my page right now, he talks real shit, even slams Al Sharpton which I loved cuz ion really like him either. You think its bold and you might even think he's crazy but that's y I respect Wayne. He says wateva tha fuck he wants and only talk about shit he knows. Like that's what I don't like about some artists. They talk about shit they have no idea about in their music (fake ass n*ggas) but with Lil' Wayne you know he's real with his shit. You see it in his lyrics.the way he walk.talk. Like you sit down and listen to one of his songs and you can feel all the emotions he's goin thru. that connection, nah mean? He's also an intelligent person. You can tell sometimes in his interviews and also in his music that he's paying attention to shit around him and cares about the world he's living in. And most of all he got tha killa swag. I kno he's not the cutest person in the world but his swag....Oooooweeee! Makes him look hella sexy, lol. Look at that pic above...can you ever say 'no' to that? haha. I sure can't. I kno for damn sure when I was at 106 and Park last month and he came thru, I really thought twice about gunnin' for the stage. lol. Like I was thinkin' :::is his bodygard fast enough to catch me...hmmm:::: For real. I wanted to take him home wit me. But I composed myself and acted like the lady I am 0:-).
So i'm encouraging ya'll to listen to album maybe on imeem or sumthin like I did if you don't wanna buy it. I kno ion have guap now but wen I do, I'm gonna go buy Tha Carter III. That's how good it is....and I don't buy cds.thats how you know.

Gonna leave you with the new video he's in with Lloyd...another sexy fine ass piece of chocolate. lol. If i ever find a man who was a mix of Weezy and Lloyd, it's a wriiiizaaaappp. I'd do anything to and for your ass. lol. I say what I mean I mean what I say....deal with it.

Ayo, I'm thinkin of a master plan....I'm lyin. Shawty on my mind...

I'm moving out of this country

I think its important that I learn another language fluently. And fast. Maybe brush up on my Spanish and start learning French cuz America is on a spiraling downhill and the shits coming down fast. Like no lie...if McCain becomes president, I'm packing out and moving somewhere else because everything is in shambles now and McCain's only going to continue Bush's fuckery. I may sound like a cop-out right now but it is what is people. I'm doing it for my future heirs.

Like ion even kno where to begin with this...

...I guess all these thoughts have already been sitting in the back of my mind but I've finally decided to put these thoughts into action after watching Michael Moore's documentary called "Sicko". If you haven't heard of it, its about America's failing health care system and how they fuck us over because we're so damn money hungry. Every American needs to watch this movie seriously cuz we have been swindled and bamboozled into thinking we live a better life than most countries, which is untrue. Basically in the movie Moore exposes how health insurance companies, gov't officials and pharmecutical companies work togther to pass laws that make their pockets fatter. What they'll do is pass laws that allow the insurance companies and drug companies to charge patients watever they want and in return they pay off the lobbyist, senators, reps, even Bush! Not only that but they give bonuses to doctors and board trustees at hospitals who deny patients the critical health care they need, even if it means them dying, because it saves the companies money. Sad part is, they showed other countries like Canada, England, France, even Cuba, who give out health care for free. Yes I said free! .Dental work, surguries,prenatal care, everything, free. I mean in Cuba they pay for their medication and so do the Brits but not much at all. UK charges about $10 for every kind of prescrption, no matter what it is. Cuba, they charge 3 cents for inhalers, something Americans charge more than $100 for...

....You see wat I'm gettin at here...and why I'm planning my great escape. Haha. I'd rather have a gov't who gives a shit about me than be rich. Like ever since I moved to FL my family had to go from a private health insurance we were using in NY to gov't insurance (aka Medicare) cuz my parents are currently working without full benefits. Its been ok so far but they recently took me off because they said they got "word" that I moved out of the house. I was like wtf?! Number 1, I didn't move out, still living at home. Number 2, where the hell are they getting this information from?! Number 3, i'm still a dependent on my parents taxes...So why the hell are they taking me off Medicare. I thought about it a bit and was like maybe its my age? But my mom xplained that I can have Medicare up until I'm 24 since I'm a student (trust me she knows these things). Then I was like wait, maybe because I registered to vote in another state while I was at school. But it still doesn't make sense because state law is that u aren't a resident if haven't live in the state for a year and I haven't live in PA for a full year. Plus if they were getting their so called info from the gov't they would be able to see that I'm a FL resident now, and have been for a few years. Like I just kinda laugh because this shit all makes sense now. Just another scheme to get one less person off so they can save money. Thank GOD for my good health cuz if I was a sickly person who needed medication all the time, I would be screwed. Now looking back...even applying for financial aid in FL has been a conspiacy. SMH. Can you believe FL was not gonna give me state aid if I went to a state school...all because I went to a private school in Jersey. Outrageous huh. Yea but I have been blessed.


Other crap that got me was that they give the prisoners at Guantanamo Bay free health care. Yes you read right Al-Queda and all Osama's homies get free health care and we pay for it. So sad because they showed firefighters, policemen and volunteers who helped during 9/11 who currently suffer different ailments and they don't have enough money and insurance to get the proper care they need. So what Moore did, which was hilarious, was that he took a boat and filled it with the 9/11 workers and other people he had met who need treatment and shipped their asses to Cuba to get free health care....sheeeittt that's what I'm talkin about. Goin to a place where you kno someone will not hesitate to help. Its a disgrace and a hot-damn-shame we have to go out of the country for help we should be getting from our own people. I mean I could go on and on but your gonna have to watch it your damn self to really grasp how we as Americans are fucking and fucked up bad.


If you're interested here's the movie website for Sicko and if you actually google the movie you can find a website where you can watch it online for free. I'll make it easy here are some:
http://gnn.tv/threads/26272/Sicko_The_Movie_in_Full
http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/sicko/


Don't thank me.
Thank you.


Adios.Au revoir <-----Be proud I'm learning already. Wanna b my french tutor hit me up *wink*

...sike.nah.j/p.

I always wondered...

...what the Black anchormen/anchorwomen really sound like off camera....guess this is it...lmao too funny

No need for introduction.....

So lets get right to it.

"Time flies fast when you're having fun." I guess I kno the true meaning of this statement now even if there times that weren't so fun. Its like one day your 10 years old saying I want to grow up and do my own thing and have my own fun and do what the hell I want, and next thing you know, you're at that point and realize, damn I wouldn't have minded waiting a little...but ain't no turning back from that. Gotta worry about bills, getting a job (which has been painful to try and do here in FL but I'll get to that later), and just organizing your life in general. Guess I'm having some anxiety...I mean I've spent alot of my life doing things for myself cuz that's just the type of person I am. I figure things out on my own and I really ain't bothered when I don't have help from others. I pride myself in the independence that I've built but I'm gettin kinda nervous cuz now is the time that I have to put all that I've learned into play all the time now.No mommy and daddy to pay ur bill if it's overdue (damn credit card bill I still aint pay lol smh). Maybe I'm feeling this way cuz this is my last year as a "teenager"-despite me feeling like an adult since I was 14....ion know. Or maybe because everytime I go out with my sister they always think I'm her mom. Lmao no lie...I laugh sometimes but I get scared like I hope ion look that old yet...I'm not even 21 and they callin me someone's mama. Or maybe because the family and friends I've grown up with are getting married, having kids and so on and I know my timen is coming soon. Not that I don't look forward to it. But damn. Ppls I used to hang with as a kid getting married and shit.Whoa.Hmph.

Guess I'm nervous with the fact that although I might have preliminary plans for my future.the career.the kids.a hubby.a house.yada yada. And how I want things to turnout for me, you can never be sure cuz life.hmph.life can flip you.dip you.turn you 360.slice you in half.dice you. Just like that. I mean as long as I'm happy at the end of it, I guess I should sit and hope for the best.

Confusion is a disorder I've suffered from for a long time. Sure I ain't the only one. You know you have this when you answer "i don't know" to everything someone asks you. I used to be like that when I was little. "What do you want to eat, Tee?" my dad whould ask me. I don't know. "Where are your shoes?". I don't know. "Are yout tired?".I don't know."Is there anything you don't know?!".I don't know. Someone told me one day, "Yo, you think too much". Didn't think there was such a thing. But now I see.


.......I don't know how to close this so I'm just leaving